reflecting on who i was, who did i think i was ?
this world weighs heavy on everyone
innocence turns into guilt
good becomes evil
evil becomes good
good spirits turn into sour emotions
the universe gave us all a purpose
but i chose not see it
hiding behind my laughs, hiding behind my past
i have good reason to feel this way
the world did me wrong
i have every right to be closed off
can’t show these emotions, what’s the good in that?
everyone’s gonna pay for it
we all gonna pay for someone else perspective on life
it’s just a matter of time
reflecting on what i am now, and i understand why
past transgressions tryna lurk on me and ruin me
but is it deeper than that? or is it just me?
am i the reason i am like this?
or should i throw salt at the world to keep it away from my wounds?
it’s confusing, who am i?
who do they think i am?
what do they think of me?
nah fuck that,
who do i wanna be?
what do i wanna do?
these are questions i never thought of
where am i gonna go?
nah
where do i wanna go?
how am i gonna get there?
all my life chasing for these answers
but i ain’t know it was within me this whole time
never believing, i chose not to cause what does believing actually do for me?
but everything’s turning upside down, or right side up depending on how you look at it
that’s the point
we are who we chose to be
reality is what we want it to be
we’re in control
i’m in control
all because i chose to believe in me
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